the tyrannical result of hard work
did i stay up till 3 last nite? well its past 5 in the morning and ive been working straight for almost 5 hours now. we have to give in this practical journal. no body had any readings, no body had any theoretical background, no body had any idea whatsoever ...and when i mean no body, i mean excluding me and another friend of mines. but seriously, here ive worked my butt off, i cant feel my back, i ve slept like 6 hours in the last 40, and when i go to college tomorrow, everyone will just copy off my work.i spent 4 hours just on the graphs using excel and they will get photocopied. thats the way the education system is here..there i go complaining again..but i mean isnt it a little unfair? no its not i guess. its too bloody damn unfair to even mention. im caught in between working so hard (which makes me possessive of my work) and being the nice guy trying to help ppl out (to the extent that im literally printing out graphs and tables for them..its a really sticky situation to be in...and this isnt the first time..ive lost count of how many times and how many ppl have copied off my work..its just 10 % of the final weightage, but its 150 % of my hard work and time investment....but have no fear...inshaAllah justice WILL be served....p.s. i guess the only good thing i can take out of this is the fact that after a long long time i prayed fajar with full consciousness..otherwise when i wake up from sleep to pray, im so sleepy i dont remember when i start praying and when i end it. infact i get an idea of when my prayer is finished by counting unconsciously the number of times my head hits the floor for sajdah
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